Lately, I’ve been REALLY been feeling a little “in limbo” with life. I don’t know if you’ve ever waited for TWO YEARS for something to be official (Andrew to get word that his out was approved) dream of it, plan it, wait…. and wait…..
And then when it’s FINALLY official, we WANT some more! I don’t do well with things I can’t control or HUGE looming changes! We have a house that Andrew has never seen, a cross-country move all hanging in the balance –ANXIETY CENTRAL LOL!
What can I control? My Workout! I’ve been doubling up for sanity!!!! With all the unknowns I know that I do have control over ME. So I already got ONE workout in!!! Something else I can control is how much time I put into my passions!!!
Sometimes I forget how much I FREAKING LOVE MY DANG JOB!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so fired up when I give training calls for other coaches BECAUSE I DONT KNOW IF YOU REALIZE much this PLATFORM changed my life. Like LITERALLY put my thing down… flipped it and reversed it (see what I did there-LOL).
FROM 200k in defaulted student debt, depression, anxiety, as many jobs as you can name, 16 hours a day, no success in sight.
—TO—-
Financially, emotionally, physically FREE, and counting the short days till October 7th when my LOVE Andrew Engleis home and out of ACTIVE DUTY for good!
Sometimes I wonder HOW can I be worthy of that? All I did was follow what some others had done, help people get fit with products we already know WERK and SHARE what works for me. AND WHEN I DO CALLS I REMEMBER….. ITS MY JOB now to SHARE that knowledge with others. TO HELP OTHERS get out from those things I went through, to help others GET OVER THEIR BAGGAGE and achieve things they never thought possible like me!!!!!!!
TO HELP people SEE as a first hand example: YOUR PAST SAYS NOTHING ABOUT your future. NOTHING. You can be whatever you freaking want to be, and if you want to build an empire, from home, while spending time with your family and helping others get fit…. I will take your hand and RUNNN next to you. <3
THATS how I am WORTHY. AND THAT’S what LIFE is freaking all about…. Getting and GIVING. Figure it out and PASS THAT KNOWLEDGE onto the NEXT!
Xoxo
Bon
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